nothing more than faith

yes, despite all the nonsense and emo-ness that college has managed to conjure up, i’m still keeping the faith that there’s a happy and fruitful ending for all of us. although it is a tad unfair to blame everything on the college, it does seem that people did try their darnest to get into my course of study just to find themselves more unhappy than ever. is it the stress? the projects? the peer pressure? the CTs? or just the elitist group of people?
personally, i find myself very happy in school. perhaps because i do not push myself to the limits and thus have less of my character and personalilty tested in the past half a year. maybe because I don’t lay my pens on the book 24/7. sometimes it breaks my heart and optimism to see the people around me breaking down and not being able to handle the worries that college years throw at us but there isn’t much i can do, except to keep the faith and to pray.