the path i choose to walk

there are many times when we just simply get tired of doing things. for me at least. getting things right…or at least trying to. how to do you explain something that felt so right and that that ended up in flames?
look, i think. it’s the same with everything we've set our minds on. relationships (with man and with any other things), studying for exams etc. we're always subconsciously asking, ‘should i give up or not? do or don't?’ why not just throw in the towel and do something else? something simpler and less exhausting?
sometimes i question myself if it does pay to be different? 'cos if it isn’t, i'd just let myself be like every other soul. just go with the flow, and be with the crowd. even though you’re in the ‘right’ crowd of people and different, you just somehow feel like you don’t belong. at times, you just wish that people love you even more or even pay that extra bit of second noticing your differences. but sometimes they just make you feel inferior and want to sink into the earth's core, hoping to just disappear by the next time they blink their eyes.
oh well, that was pure blathering.
at the end of the day, i'll still choose to believe that there’s light at the end of the tunnel. though it may seem weak and lost right now, but if i just believe and continue to walk towards it, i’m going to come out basking in the full glory of it.
so, would you care to take the step with me?