three-mo

today's a great day apart from some blank. unhappy moments are not worth mentioning, but i have to say, i regretted. just so remorseful.
to think that the bad moments will just fade and that tomorrow, the sun will shine brighter than before and things will start looking up again. see, that's me. it's okay.

my brother came home at about 10am. he's serving his NS term now, in a few days time, he'd have completed 1 year of this harsh life. his rare appearance at home makes me miss him badly sometimes. especially when i needed company.anyway, i didn't get a chance to mug today as we spent the day outside, playing and of course catching up. that was the happy part. then comes the parting part. somehow i just had this thought of locking him up at home, just so i could see him everyday. this sounds silly, man. but i let him off 'cos he'll be back on sunday.

i just realised, there're some things which i just can't afford to lose.